So Much Change

I remember when it was just me and Honcho. We went through hard times together, through the disease thing when you weren't suppose to go out. Through times of little Money, I never got any new cloths or things, and neither did Honcho. We shared everything we did have like the couch while watching TV, his bed at night, when he was working on editing I would always be near by so he could hug me whenever he needed.

Then Regina came along. Suddenly the whole thing changed. She was a big personality, she raided my clothes drawers, wanted to sit in my seat... It took a while to get used to a new person in the house. And just when I was becoming friends with her, she went as quickly as she came. Pretty much without warning.

When it was just me and Honcho again there was this huge void where Regina had been. When Honch went out, I couldn't bear to be on my own again like I used to. I turned myself off when he wasn't here, waking up as I heard the key in the door. When he entered the room he came straight to me and once again I felt loved and needed.

Then Willow came. I was so excited when I first learned she was coming. I had already talked with her before she stepped in the doorway of our bungalow, using social media. She was a long, long way away at the time, in a mystical forest, then in a blink of an eye she was here.

Larger than life, mysterious, suspicious, secretive, a little crazy and cruel. Then we found out she was an elf, then that she can do magic spells, and now she is getting into dangerous trouble and got herself shot!

I'm not sure what is happening with Willow, if she'll still be here in the future, if she'll actually slow down enough to become a sister. She's like.... like a whirlwind and is constantly blowing about and not letting anything near her. Just when I think we are getting close, she pushes me away.

And now. I have a beautiful new body, but with it came two new girls. One I don't really know at all. She is always out at work, she barely comes home, she's out early next morning again. She's very nice and friendly, but I feel she is onto bigger things than us.

The other is Rey. She is lovely. Adorable even. Her life is sleeping, sitting in the kitchen drinking orange juice, watching cartoons on TV and just.... well just been here. She's always around which is nice. I can always have a chat with her, but to be honest, I don't really get challenged by her like I do with the others in the house. I hope that doesn't come across as too cruel to say?

What's worse is that Honch spends much more time with Rey than he does with me. He's always cuddling her, he sleeps with her, and now he's doing lots of photos with her when he used to do it all with me. I'm beginning to feel a little left out with Rey taking all the attention and Willow being so much larger than life.

I'm struggling to find my role these days.

Hi Kimberly, remember - you were there first - that can never change.

Story, (being a typical weak man, probably like Mr Tex) may have his head turned by other young flippertijibbets but he will always come back to his first love.

If not, kick him out

You are so right Julia :)

Show him who's important!

Hi Sara

I do hope you're right. But it's true that Honch does just sit with me while watching TV. He has sat with Willow once or twice when she first came, but has since gone back to me and him Smile I love those moments Big Grin And the cat of course, don't forget her. She sits in his lap.

I have lost the bedtime though. He says to protect my new hands, but I miss the warmth, especially in the winter months! Now I just sit on the couch watching a blank TV screen. At least Willow is with me, standing right behind me.

I bet Karlos is scared hehe. Willow is actually so nice... most of the time.