I'm a bit down and fed up at the moment. I think Bobby has gone off me☹
I know he has a bad neck and shoulder and is struggling at the moment, but i havent had a hug for ages😟.
Also i just feel hes not giving me much attention anymore, all his other plushies seem to get attention, but not me. Sometimes i think I'm a bit of a laughing stock. I know i have some weird habits and am not always as feminine as other dolls on here in their pretty dresses and sexy lingerie, the thing is I'm too big to get into most clothes and when Bobby has ordered stuff for me i look like a sack in the outfits☹
I have tried to diet, but i like my food, is that a bad thing? Maybe Bobby has gone of big girls😥 i was very lonely at Valentina Girls. I had friends, sure, but when Bobby picked me i was so happy😊.
I also never get to update our blog or get a chance to. I thought i did well when Bobby was preparing to be a bin man. But since then i havent had a look in
☹
Im not allowed in his bed at the moment, but last night was a better night for him and he slept better, so while he slept i climbed in to his sack behind him and spooned him in my arms and it felt amazing 😊. Then when he started to wake i quickly climbed back into the spare bed.
I have spoken to another friend, an ebony plushie girl and she says i need to take the initiative if i want things to change. She is a bit of a dabbler into the arts of Vodoo and says she will help me. She has a friend who is a Priestess. I did think at first it is going a bit far, but now I'm having different thoughts.
Maybe she can help me become more assertive and feminine and even somehow help with dieting. I really love Bobby. He chose me from all the other girls on the site, even with my weird habits and mischievous ways.
The rest of the girls get respect, they all have jobs and money. I mean i want to get Bobby something really nice for his Birthday, on the 21st April. I know he's not bothered about presents, but i am.
Also i can never really wear anything sexy for him, like other slim girls. Also my big boobs get in the way all the time. I want to kiss Bobby, but my boobs just get in the way and he ends up just kissing those😯
I have never been that outgoing or confident. I guess i was a bit of a loner, until i found friends here. Other forums just thought i was weird and didnt want to be friends.
Well things have to change, typing this has helped me consolidate my thinking. I will speak some more to my friend for advice.
Thankyou for taking the time to read this. I just needed to kind of express myself and get things of my chest. If you girls or guys have any advice, please feel free to post.
Oh yes, i should just end by saying i don't really have a high sex drive like a lot of Valentina girls do and prefer to cuddle.
Of course i don't want Bobby to know how i feel as he has enough on his plate, bless him. I asked Story to bloc this Thread from him and Thea, and Nat. So please don't tell Bobby. But you can post replies and Bobby won't see them
Thanks folks
Coco
I know he has a bad neck and shoulder and is struggling at the moment, but i havent had a hug for ages😟.
Also i just feel hes not giving me much attention anymore, all his other plushies seem to get attention, but not me. Sometimes i think I'm a bit of a laughing stock. I know i have some weird habits and am not always as feminine as other dolls on here in their pretty dresses and sexy lingerie, the thing is I'm too big to get into most clothes and when Bobby has ordered stuff for me i look like a sack in the outfits☹
I have tried to diet, but i like my food, is that a bad thing? Maybe Bobby has gone of big girls😥 i was very lonely at Valentina Girls. I had friends, sure, but when Bobby picked me i was so happy😊.
I also never get to update our blog or get a chance to. I thought i did well when Bobby was preparing to be a bin man. But since then i havent had a look in
☹
Im not allowed in his bed at the moment, but last night was a better night for him and he slept better, so while he slept i climbed in to his sack behind him and spooned him in my arms and it felt amazing 😊. Then when he started to wake i quickly climbed back into the spare bed.
I have spoken to another friend, an ebony plushie girl and she says i need to take the initiative if i want things to change. She is a bit of a dabbler into the arts of Vodoo and says she will help me. She has a friend who is a Priestess. I did think at first it is going a bit far, but now I'm having different thoughts.
Maybe she can help me become more assertive and feminine and even somehow help with dieting. I really love Bobby. He chose me from all the other girls on the site, even with my weird habits and mischievous ways.
The rest of the girls get respect, they all have jobs and money. I mean i want to get Bobby something really nice for his Birthday, on the 21st April. I know he's not bothered about presents, but i am.
Also i can never really wear anything sexy for him, like other slim girls. Also my big boobs get in the way all the time. I want to kiss Bobby, but my boobs just get in the way and he ends up just kissing those😯
I have never been that outgoing or confident. I guess i was a bit of a loner, until i found friends here. Other forums just thought i was weird and didnt want to be friends.
Well things have to change, typing this has helped me consolidate my thinking. I will speak some more to my friend for advice.
Thankyou for taking the time to read this. I just needed to kind of express myself and get things of my chest. If you girls or guys have any advice, please feel free to post.
Oh yes, i should just end by saying i don't really have a high sex drive like a lot of Valentina girls do and prefer to cuddle.
Of course i don't want Bobby to know how i feel as he has enough on his plate, bless him. I asked Story to bloc this Thread from him and Thea, and Nat. So please don't tell Bobby. But you can post replies and Bobby won't see them
Thanks folks
Coco
